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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

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HURTING BEING HURT

When u just look at the broken heart its just kind of art....but the meaning in the whole picture are so different from it looks...
pain....sadness....emptiness....tears....sorrow....all in there....i know how it feels...so painfull....so pain till u cant describe wid words...i want to share sumtin wid u all guyz...its all about love....it's not easy for us to make 2 hearts become 1....needs a lot of effort on it...hehehe...there is two things happen when u inlove....happy ever after....or.....crying whole night....

happy ever after--when it happen u are the most happiest person on earth.....loving....caring...sharing....everything...built ur own family....having beautiful kids...sharing life and love....so happy the feeling to be love and being in love....spending all the precious time wid the person u love love of ur life....no words can describe it.....everything you do is all about love....so sweet....happy happy happy all the time....


cried all night--when this happen means the love wasn't success....all u get is pain...sadness....emptiness....and tears....how do u know this happen to u...???everything u do seems so wrong....feel like crying all the time so pain inside even u dun know what is pain and sumtimes u will ask ur self wat's goin on wid u.....but it's true all the pain u had are not so pain as broken hearted pain.....bla bla bla....forget it....



true story about love.....it happens....it so painfull when u have to share sum1 u love wid the person he loves.....oh my god....he loves u....but he loves her as well...how was that happen?i dun know...ask him....hahahaha....how can he love 2 person at the same time???i dun know.....but as for me its so hurting me inside....but i cant let him go coz i love him very much....letting him go to sum1 else is letting my self hurt...and just like letting my happiness go....i cant do that maybe im not strong enough to let him go,or maybe im too selfish maybe i rather hurt my self than to see him wid other woman...sumtimes i feel like killing my self softly its juz like happiness in sadness laughting while crying...so complicated....i want to let him go...but....im not ready to loose him...coz my love for him so strong....watchaaaaaa.....anyway its not easy to share sum1 u luv wid others so if u can do that consider ur self as STRONG.....nutin to say anymore....its just "SO DAMN HURT" so remember dun share the person u luv wid other i promise u it's so damnhurt...na na na na:p
thats all advice for my self hahahahaha




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